yo yo happy thanksgiving/killing off native americans day. anyway i wanted to discuss some weird dreams i had last night…
well i had the usual nightmare. johnny going into an accident on his way to norcal and perishing in a terrible fire….
then i had pleasant dreams after.
in my dream, i turned 20. johnny took me out for dinner at a great place, nothing fancy. we were somewhere… it didn’t look like california. it looked like new york. it looked like we were near rockefeller or maybe central park? i’m not sure. in the middle of the street he dropped down on one knee and asked me to marry him. my reaction was off… i covered my face, turned around, started saying “Omg omg omg omg” and of course people were smiling at us. he asked me pretty loudly/boldly. and then i said “… uh.. YES! YES! YES!” speechless much?
then it panned to a scene where we were at a dinner or dinner party or something at someone’s house. it kept changing from someone’s house to a beach party. it was someone’s party for something, i wasn’t sure. but then johnny announced our engagement. his WHOLE family was there. i think it was his family’s party. only my mom and ate and ninong were there. everyone was shocked… my mom ate and ninong congratulated me, but no one from his side seemed too pleased. the first question that his mom asked was “Well when’s the wedding? Zoey doesn’t even have a job yet.” of course… but then my mom was also curious. I told them that johnny and i made an agreement to actually get married once I’ve spent a few years in a job. of course that made them curious as to why johnny proposed so early… i actually don’t have a solid answer for that. it’s easier to say we’re engaged. and it’s easier to reject guys when i show them a ring on my finger! and of course… i just want to be his already… and being engaged is a step closer.
then it fast-forwarded to our wedding. my friends from chemistry were there and they were real party people, especially Malerie! i had a beautiful filipiñana dress. custom made for me. i’m not sure how much it cost. johnny was waiting for me at the altar with his barong… he looked so handsome!!!!!!!!!! i was skinny and he was built/skinny. i’m not sure where the wedding was held. people from the philippines were there, but not all of them. i remember i said something at the reception… something like “for everyone who never had any faith in us… is now nom-noming on the free food at our wedding reception. so bite me.” everyone close to us laughed, the others… well, you could see that they stopped eating! it was a glorious victory… then we partied!
johnny kissed me so gently and softly and warmly… and of course it was a wet kiss, he always does that… but yeah, he kissed me that way in front of his family.. it was so… i dunno… i was so embarrassed still… but he held my face…. and kissed me… IT WUZ AWSUM!
well that’s the end of the fantasy for now i guess. my family was supposed to leave by 11:00am to go to oxnard today. i dunno what they’re up to. see ya!
